Catching Up!

Hello everyone! So sorry I haven't checked in for a while. Life here has been pretty busy. Thank you though for sticking with us and checking in. There is a lot to report and fill you in on. So without further a do.

Brianna is doing well. Her voice for the most part sounds really positive. As you all know Bri turned 21 this October and I can hardly believe that she is already that old. I still feel like I haven't even made it that far so it makes it all the harder to believe. Although she wasn't here to celebrate I did some for her with a fun little strawberry cake. It was a pretty tough day to celebrate without her. Bri tried to call me on her birthday but I was teaching and just missed the call. When you miss a call you beat yourself up about it, I felt so guilty.

Bri has been pretty bummed lately. One of her good friends was transferred elsewhere in Afghanistan so she has been missing him a ton, however she still has some of her other close friends with her which makes it a little easier. Bri has been pretty busy over there and has had little time to chat with us, so please continue to keep her in your prayers!

As for me- I have been teaching/subbing like crazy. I have had a job every day that there is school. So it keeps me pretty busy. My school has also been a great support system for me. My cooperating teacher, Jo Anna had her students write letters to Bri's troop and is excited to send christmas letters to them as well. A parent of a former student of mine from student teaching approached me and wanted to get involved in supporting and encouraging Bri's troop as well. She got two teachers involved in writing letters and getting supplies for the troop. It didn't stop there. Other teachers got word of the idea and have also started to do the same. Many of the teachers remember when "Specialist Lauer" was here visiting me before deployment. The students can still recall doing push ups with her, her uniform, and hearing stories of how big her truck was. It is very exciting to see how the students and teachers have come together to support her and her troop. Some of their letters are very heartfelt and others are drop dead hilarious! So thank you to the teachers and students who have supported us in this crazy adventure of deployment. I also showed some of the pictures of Bri in Afghanistan and the students are completely wowed. There were also some skydiving pictures in there and students think that we are the coolest people ever for jumping out of a plane. I got a ton of questions about that... :)

Again thank you so much for your support. There are no words that can express our gratitude for all your thoughts, prayers, words of encouragement and hugs. They are truly a blessing especially at this time while we get closer to celebrating the holidays without her. You feel like you have lost someone even though they are here. The emotional rollercoaster is a tough one to ride and without you it would be lonely and hard to swallow all the more.

Please keep our family in your prayers especially over the next few weeks. There are some things that we have been hit with unexpectedly and will need all the prayers possible. I will be able to explain at a later date. Thank you for stopping by!

With great thanks and gratitude and of course love,

Meghan and Brianna Lauer

First I would like to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRI, you are 21 today, and I hope your day is a very good day - enjoy, celebrate and be safe...

Brianna's unit lost their first soldier, this month and it was hard for everyone in the unit - Spc Cauley, will be forever an American Hero and missed. On October 7th, His truck hit a road side device, and at first they thought there was only 2 wounded, I was okay enough to stay at the base and Cauley was being flown out to Germany, somewhere between Afghanistan and Germany - they saw Cauley had more serious injuries than they thought, and he did not make it to Germany. They had a memorial for him on Friday October 16th at Leatherneck and he was flown back home and his service was on Tuesday October, 20th. It was a very sad day for all.

Brianna is doing okay and the unit is continuing their missions. They are all very strong people and I hope God watches over them all to keep them safe.

Bri said they got treated, Outback Steakhouse flew over there and fed the a meal filled with Steak, lobster and shrimp and that a few Celebrities were ther too - she got pictures and autographs from them and said they all really needed that treat. They got to play games and have just a fun & realxing night.

I know she has been very busy, and I don't get to hear from her much but believe me when I do it is the most awesome thing in the world, just to see her typing words or actually hearing her voice. She says thank you to every on who has been keeping her in their prayers & thoughts, and she really has been enjoying her letters and care packages from home, in her words she said they are just amazing Mom they really are. So thank you to each of you who cont. to send her letters and boxes and keep her and her unit in your prayers, as a mom I thank you all from the bottom of my heart.

I will write more later, but I just wanted to say Please take a moment and think about the 114th Trans Co Wolfpack, and Bri and if you get time tell Bri Happy 21st Birthday as she is spending in the desert, and living the dream. Happy Birthday my Soldier Girl. JUst stay safe, be strong, Army Strong, work as a team so all of you can come home, I will have the party going on that day!!!

Bri's Mom

It's hard to believe summer is over and fall is here, what a busy time for everyone.

Meghan is looking for a teaching job, and has been doing some Subbing and still doing alot of Nanny work, She said she had a couple of interviews coming up and I hope they are something she is looking for. As always she stays pretty busy and doesn't get a lot of free time for herself. I just Pray that God will lead her to the right place so she can feel a sense of security in her life. Keep me posted Meghan and let me know how things turn out.

Brianna, is very busy in her deployment, at our FRG meeting in September we were told that her unit has already put in over 40,000 miles, that's a lot of miles in a short time and her captain wrote a letter stating that they were very proud of the unit and things were going well.

Right now she is living in a very remote area and they are not fully equiped with services - not sure how long it will be till they get more service. They are living in tents and Brianna said they were moving in other females from a different unit which means they will have to bunk.

I guess they have had some sand storms and they said they were almost worse then a snowstorm. The temperture were very high and the sun was strong, but Bri said the temps are starting to come down, but still need alot of protection, especially for the lips. Send alot of Chapstick with SPF.

I don't get to hear from Bri very often, but when I do It is such a relief just even if its an email - I at least know she is okay. Thanks for Keeping her and her unit in your prayers and in your thoughts it is very much appreciated. and I hope I will be back with more to share soon.

Stay in touch and God Bless us all.

Meghan & Brianna's Mom

September 11...

Today I was lucky enough to sub at my school where I did my student teaching. I have not yet found a teaching job so have decided to do some subbing. I love subbing! I miss the classroom so much and have been a little sad when I help my teacher friends because I wish to have my own room. Soon, is what I need to tell myself.

Anyways. At school today we had a small assembly in memory of September 11, 2001. I was thinking back to this day 8 years ago. I remember sitting in my 9th grade Ag class in Glencoe. Many of us were laughing, because we believed that some stupid pilot hit a tall building- we all were thinking, how could you not see a building that tall. When the 2nd plane hit, we knew that something was wrong. The whole day was so slow and overwhelming in trying to grasp what was happening. I don't think we did anything in school all day, except for my math class, maybe 10 min of work. I remember a lot about what I was thinking and remember watching the images play over and over again. But I know what I wasn't thinking. That in 8 years from that day my sister would be one of those people in Afghanistan fighting for this freedom that many were trying to take away from us. I am sitting and watching a 9/11 documentary right now and can't help but be taken back to that day and remember how shaken we all were.

I am so proud that my sister is over there fighting for the freedom that I take forgranted all too often. What a gift freedom is and that we have men and women over there to keep what we hold so dear in this country fighting to maintain that.

Today (or whenever you read this) my hope and prayer is that for 1 minute you and I can put all the frustrations of this country, the leaders, and things going on in your life and remember all those who so suddenly lost their lives on this day 8 years ago. And no matter how you feel about this war, please remember those who are there fighting for the freedom we have because of those in the past, present and future. Support the people even if you don't support the war. The reality is, someone you love and care for may be over there someday, I didn't think I would be one of those people and yet I have had a cousin and a sister over there.

Bri- I love you tons and am so proud of you. Keep fighting the good fight. Be safe. I love ya. Ain't no mountain high, ain't no valley low...

Love from one who remembers,

Meghan

Good Morning Everyone,

Just wanted to update everyone, I really don't know too much more - but I have had 1 phone call from Bri - about 1-2 weeks ago, and she sounded very positive and upbeat and it was great to hear her voice, I mainly hear from her by messages on email/facebook, and it is good to just rec' them too.

She said as soon as she can she will be sending me a list of things she needs and I will try to post that as soon as I get that, I know she would really love and appreciate letters from home and hear what is new and how family and friends are doing, So I ask that if ycu have a moment, could you please take the time to write to her. I have sent her a couple of letters and 4 packages already and she is eagerly waiting for them. Again I thank you for all you and your cont. support for her and her unit. It really does mean alot to her and us, her family.

Bri has said she has been on a couple of missions already, one of the first ones she said was to be a 5-6 hour mission and it ended up being an 11 hour mission, Apparently a couple of the trucks got sucked into the sand and they had to dig them out, she said it wasn't good, and very hot out there - but they got them and were happy to get back to where they needed to be. She said there temp has been around 140 degrees give or take some, and the food is not the greatest. She had asked me to send some snacks over, because there PX had none that she would really eat. She went one another mission and said that one went much better then the first one, and she was getting ready to head out on the next one, she was getting alittle time to rest - and was helping the next group get ready for theirs - she said most of her group would be one that one.

As I hear more - I will cont. to share with you all - Please keep Brianna and the 114th Tran Co Wolf Pack in your thoughts and prayers, Your support means the world to of them & their friends & famliy. Go Bri show them how Army Strong you are and always remember How Proud of YOU we all are.

Love & Peace to you all!!

Brenda Meyer - (Bri's Mom)

We now Have Bri's Address and she can start recieving things after the 20th of this month:

Specialist Lauer, Brianna N
114th Trans Co, 3rd PLT, 100th BSB
FOB Leatherneck
FPO AE 09372

She said everything is going well, and to tell everyone HI, she would love to have some pictures sent to her, she said it would keep her spirits uplifted, and also said she was sweating like a cow. She is going to put a list of things that she will be needing, once I get that -I will let everyone know, so If they would like to send her something, you will give her something she needs too. And I know she will appreciate that.

Thanks

Bri's Mom

I would like to give everyone an update on Bri and whats been happening the last couple of weeks.

July 21 - 25 - Brianna had her pass, Meghan flew in to MSP airport which Greg and I picked her up 3 hours later than what her flight was scheduled - some delays with the plane in CA, but we finally got her a little before 9:00 am and headed down to Indiana. What a long drive but we were all very excited to get down there.

We had rented a cabin in or by Nashville, IN, which we all would be sharing with 2 of Bri's army buddies, Ashley (Alty) & Luke (Sand), well with being delayed we arrived alot later than we had expected, and I guess the other 3 had quite the time to, problems with their rental car, poor Luke had to look for another one, and it wasn't the best timing, IN had their races in Indianapolis the same week as their pass - but with all that aside we all arrived safe and sound.

We had a good week, went horse back riding, they went sky diving, went to six flags, saw some movies and were able to sit back and chill or Hot tub if we wanted to.

Brianna, Ashley & Luke had to be back on the 25th of July no later than 10:00 pm, so the morning of the 25th, we got Meghan a rental car (she had an interview in IN)so that she could get there in time to have dinner with them and meet some of the staff. We, then got the cabin all cleaned up and the cars loaded by 2:00 pm, The 3 headed back to Camp Atterbury to drop off their stuff, Greg and I got a hotel room in Edinburgh, which was only 10 minutes or so away from Camp Atterbury, and unloaded our stuff to make room for their stuff , that we needed to bring back to MN for them. Then met them at Walmart, in Bloomington, IN, they needed to drop off their rental car and pick up some things for their journey over seas. Went to a movie together and then Greg and I took them out to eat, then came the hard part, time to take them back to Camp Atterbury, It was hard but we knew it had to come some time, Bri asked if we could come back in the Morning, because she wanted to finish her packing and make sure we got everything that needed to go back with us.

The morning of the 26th of July, we met up with Bri at Atterbury and it got harder to say goodbye, we talked for a while took some pictures, loaded the rest of her stuff and knew it was that time again. Bri is staying very positive about all of this and I feel good that she knows what she needs to do - she is a very strong person with a good heart - so I know she will do her best and nothing less. Greg and I got back on the road to the hotel to load up our things and we got a call - Bri said she forgot some things and if we could pick them up - we said we sure could and got everything loaded and head back out to Camp Atterbury, we had to stop by the guards and we told him that Bri forgot to give us some things, he looked inside our car and said I don't know if you can fit anymore in. Being our 3rd trip out to Atterbury - It just got harder to say Good Bye - but we knew she needed to start her day and we said our goodbyes and hugs & Kisses and alot of tears again. I am so glad she is alot stronger than I am.

Bri had told us that there would be 2 flights out one late on the 28th and one early on the 29th and that she was on the second flight and could not tell us where they were flying to, but they might have 2 stops one in Maine and one in Germany then to there destination. Reality really started to sink in and realizing this was really happening was a big wow factor and a wake up call for me.

Bri left on Wednesday the 29th and we heard from her on Sunday the August 2nd, she said they had landed in a small country called Kyrgyzstan - where there wasn't much for them to do but sit and wait for the planes to pick them up for their next location, We got to talk online Sunday night & Monday Night (my nights & her mornings) they were about 10-10 1/2 hours ahead of us. then on Tuesday afternoon August 4th, I came home for lunch and saw I got a message from her, that they were loading up and the planes were taking them to the next undisclosed location and she didn't know when I would hear from next but I needed to know she was safe and was in good hands and that they would watch over each other's backs. I was terribly sad knowing she was again on the move and not knowing when I called talk to her again, but I would like to say I have been learning to live day by day (isn't as easy as it sounds).

August 9th, I rec'd a message from Bri telling me that she had landed safely, but it was very hot and the food was not good. She also had mentioned that they were getting ready to move from one FOB to another FOB (there location or base they would be staying at). At a meeting I was attending for the FRG (Family Readiness Group) they said they were moving and under the radar, trying to move the whole unit without having people detect what was happening - so they are moving them in groups and in stages. When I can tell you more and get more details I will try to share that with you all.

I did receive my first phone call from Bri this morning August 13th, but missed it because I had a chamber meeting, but she said everything is okay and she is doing well, She said to say Hi to everyone and that she misses all of you. as I hear from her or the FRG group or other soldiers in her unit I Will try to keep everyone posted - Meghan has been busy trying to find a job and going on some interviews, so she asked if I could keep this current for her till she can get back to it.

Please Keep Bri and her unit the 114th Trans Co Wolfpack in your thoughts and prayers and I do have an address - I just need to get Bri's platoon # from her - once I get that - I will share her address with everyone - I know she would love to hear from you all. Thank you to everyone for all that you have done already and I pray that we have your cont. prayers and support. if any one is interested also I have T-shirts and sweatshirt saying we proudly are supporting our soldier - Brianna Lauer, let me know if interested.

Bri's Mom, Brenda Meyer

Bri is in Afghanistan.

I got this message on FaceBook from Bri a couple days ago and finally sat down to share with you.

Hey Chica.. I love you and I hope you are doing well .. Leaving from Krygzistan tomorrow morning and headin into big boy city.. I miss you tons and I hope you are doing well.. I hope the interview goes amazing well and Just want you to know I Love YOu... Talk to you soon.

Please continue to pray for Bri! Pray for a good adjustment. I will continue to update as I get notified.

As for me- searching for a job. I had an interview on Monday and it went really well. The job is perfect for me. Please pray for the job. I am excited about this possibility.

Thanks for checking in.

Meghan and Brianna

Overseas...

Hey everyone, just wanted to update you on Bri's status. According to her facebook post Bri landed safely in "some funky country where the French have the shortest shorts which no one should ever wear!!!! Bad mental pictures.... and the sun is HOT!!!" I don't know much more than that but wanted you to know. Thank you for your continued prayers!

Meghan and Brianna

Final Days in the US

Hey Everyone...

I have some sad news to report. The day has finally come for Bri to leave for Afghanistan. She is leaving at 1am Wednesday morning. This is very hard to let her go. I told on a phone call a few minutes ago that I wished she wasn't leaving and that I could fly over there and steal her away so she wouldn't be able to go. Bri is having a tough time right now and reality has really set in for her. Please keep your prayers and thoughts going for Bri. These next 10 to 12 months are going to be tough.

Bri had a 3 day pass in Indiana before leaving for Afghanistan. Greg, mom, and I drove down to Indiana to see her after getting off to a late start due to my "lovely" plane ordeal. Wednesday was a pretty low key day. Bri and the rest of the gang went to the movie "The Proposal" while I stayed at the cabin because my medication had made me super sick that day.

Thursday was a lot more exciting. Bri, Alty (friend from the military), mom, and I went horse back riding. Mom's horse was a little crazy and mom freaked out a little bit, I thought my horse was going to fall and was super tired, Alty's horse was gasy, and Bri's horse was pretty good. After horse back riding we headed to a little airport and Bri, Alty, some of Bri's other friends, and myself all signed up to skydive. We got dressed in our lovely skydiving suits and got on the plane. Bri's friend Luke jumped first then it was my turn. I was followed by Bri and Alty. Just a note about skydiving- it is one of the biggest adrenaline rushes you will ever experience. The first few seconds you are thinking to yourself, "What was I thinking?" after that you are trying to figure out how to breathe and then it is so amazing.

Friday was 6 Flags in Kentucky, but was definitely not a great 6 Flags. There was so little to do there. Bri returned to Camp Saturday night and prepared for deployment.

Again, please keep her in your prayers- especially for her safety, since it has been pretty crazy over there lately. Thanks for checking in. I will update as I hear from her or others who hear from her.

Not much to report right now. I do know that Bri is on a 7 Field training session. She is doing pretty well. She is very excited to get some time off. We are going to be in a pretty awesome cabin for her time off.

As for me, I've got something up again- health wise. My lymphnode on the right side of throat was really swollen so I went in to the doctor (again), and got the next strongest antibiotic from the zpack. THe medication has been making me even more sick, so I have been sleeping a lot. Please pray for an answer- I had more blood work done and something would be better than nothing.

Thanks for checking in... Hope all is well on your end. Next week I promise this will be a little more exciting!

Happy 4th of July!

Today is my first time celebrating Bri's service. We have had a couple years of her being in the military, but this is a little different this year. I am very proud of her bravery and strength to do something that not everyone can do.

Brianna called the other day to let me know that she has some time off before she goes to Kuwait. Because I was unable to see her while she was in Minnesota, I had promised her that I would see her in Indiana if she had some time off! So on July 21, I will be heading to Indiana to see my beautiful sister before she leaves for Afghanistan. I can't wait to see her.

Please continue your prayers for both of us.

Hope you have a great 4th of July! Be safe! Thanks for checking in!

Brianna and Meghan

Bri in Indiana

I finally got a chance to talk to Brianna this week. I hadn't been able to get a hold of her since she had gotten to Indiana. She sounded really well and said that things had been going fairly well. It didn't sound like things were to overwhelming, which helped ease my stress level. There is still no official word on when they are leaving for Kuwait. It was 30 days then it was 45, Bri said that it will happen when it happens and it could be at any time. A little scary. I asked if there was any word on when they will be back in the US, again no word. I would really like to know just so I can start counting down the days til she gets home.

I'm going to try to get some pictures from Bri's celebration up on the blog for everyone to see. So check back soon.

I'm doing ok, have a lot of things on my plate and still no word on a job. Please pray for a job for me. Thanks for keeping us in your thoughts and prayers!! We hope that all is well on your end!

Love

Meghan and Brianna

Bri-

Hey Girl. I am so glad I got to talk to you the other day. I'm glad things aren't to stressful and crazy this time around. I love you tons and miss you lots.

Love- Me

For Your Enjoyment...

To watch video, turn off sound at the bottom of the page.

I have been going through a large box of cds and came across a funny video.  This video was taken I believe my freshman year of college back when I came back for Christmas.  Bri and I drove up to Graceville where some of our family lives.  The "kids" got the job of cleaning up after the meal.  The little cousins started whipping the older cousins with towels.  So we fight back.  I start spraying water at one of them and Bri and I could not stop laughing.  Hope you enjoy this if you don't you probably had to be there.

Bri- I hope this gives you a good laugh.

Change of Addresses...

This week has been a pretty big week for both Brianna and I.  Brianna had a celebration this weekend for the military before deployment.  The Governer of Minnesota, Tim Pawlenty, was there.  Brianna also had to go to Chislom (sp?) for another ceremony.  I was unable to go, but I was told that several family members showed up in support for Brianna.  She said the ceremony wasn't that exciting, they just stood there.  Poor thing.  On Wednesday Brianna and her unit were flown to Indiana for more training.  This training I believe lasts for 35 days and then it is off to Kuwait.  I haven't heard from Brianna since she landed in Indiana, so once I hear from her I will update with more information.

It has been pretty busy here on my end.  I have been subbing like a mad woman and school finished on Tuesday.  I am also moving.  I move to a friends house on Saturday.  Other than that, it has been the same, just keeping busy.  I still haven't heard about a job yet, but I am preparing myself for the last minute call to go and teach.

Thank you for taking the time to read the blog and for your prayers and support.  We are grateful for all of you.  Please continue your prayers for us.

Bri-

Hey girly!  Deployment is getting so close I can't believe it.  I really wish I could have been there for you this weekend.  Another thing I feel guilty about not being there for you.   I am so proud of you!  I hope Indiana isn't too crazy and that you can get some rest before you have to leave.  I love you tons, keep up the great work.

Love you!  Megs

A Brianna Story...

I have been working on writing a book about being a military sister. There is little for sibilings on how to cope with a sibiling being deployed. So this is my project. I have asked some people to help jog my memory in some stories about Bri and I growing up and this one cracked me up. I have changed the point of view to fit with the book. Thank you Grandpa and Midge for this story and helping me laugh.

Brianna has always had a style of her own even as a very small girl! One time when we were camping, she and dad were playing “baseball”. Brianna had on a baseball cap that was several sizes too big and she wore it cocked to one side with her strawberry blond hair sticking out in every direction under the hat. She took a stance with the bat and dad pitched the tennis ball to her and it hit her on the side. He started to laugh and she put her hand on her hip and said “It ain’t funny, dad! You don’t see me laughin, do ya?” Later that day dad decided that it was time to remove the training wheels from Brianna’s bike. She was not happy about this turn of events, the day had not gone so well already. She came into the camper and Midge and her daughter, Kristi, asked why she was so upset. She said that Dad had taken off her training wheels. Kristi told Brianna that she was a big girl and it would be okay. Brianna took one look at Kristi and said “I’m not that big!” She definitely knew how she felt about any given situation.

I've only briefly talked to Brianna. She is doing ok. They have been doing a lot of training and prepping for leaving. Please keep her in your prayers!

Nothing to report here, still haven't heard about a job- so continued prayers on that topic please!!

***Bri!
I have enjoyed getting some very funny stories about as when we were little. It has also brought tears to my eyes as well as it makes me miss you more. I am always thinking about you. I am very proud of you. I hope you enjoy the letters from the kids. You have to read it the way they wrote it with out trying to figure out what they are saying because it is so funny!
I love you a lot and miss you tons.
Meggs

Having a Sister!

I have been thinking about Brianna a lot lately, of course. I am so grateful each day for the gift of my sister. I can't imagine my life without her. We have had some hard times that is for sure, but all that could never change how much I love her. She is my best friend, my constant. I have been hit with how fragile life is several times, however this Memorial Day was huge for me. Every ounce of me wants to be able to see her and hang out with her- forget camp, we'll do our own camping! Sisters have a way of letting everyone know your flaws and making you crazy, but they also are a source of comfort, let you escape reality just for a moment to let you dream and encourage you to go for those dreams, they give their shoulder and let you soak their shirt with tears. What is better than that? I am so blessed to have that relationship and share that with Brianna. I wouldn't have chosen anyone else. She is perfect!

Now for updates (the paragraph has been on my heart lately and I felt it was important to share).

Brianna had Memorial Weekend off. She was so excited to be able to relax and visit a few people. When I talked to Bri on Monday she sounded so refreshed and ready to go. I was so happy that I could talk to her a lot more than we have been. She was ready to get back to camp and do more training. I had a very interesting experience with her on the phone on Monday. She was doing something while we were talking and I asked her what she was doing (there was a lot going on in the background) and she told me, "Oh just getting my weapon." It was so natural to her that I had to replay what she said in my head a couple of times. I laughed and said that it sounded so crazy that she was just getting her weapon. I never thought I would hear that one! Bri has a lot of training this week and sounds like she will be going pretty fast and not have much time for a break. She is also 19 days from leaving for Camp in Indiana. The time has flown and she will be even farther away from me. She does have a short 3 day pass which she is really excited about, sounds like she will be having a lot of fun!

As for me, Meghan, I had a wonderful vacation visiting some friends in Washington and enjoyed seeing them graduate. I am so proud of their accomplishments! I am still job hunting and it is getting tough. Education is really taking a cut and offering very few jobs. Other than that, I am enjoying being done with school, I feel free again!

Please continue to pray for us as we prepare for Bri's departure. It is still pretty rough dealing with the reality piece of this process. Also please pray for a job for me.

Thanks for checking in on us and keeping us in your prayers!
Meghan and Brianna

***Bri- Oh girl, where to start. I really am grateful that you are my sister. I wouldn't have picked anyone else. You are you and that is what I love so much about you! Thank you for calling me on your time off, it means a lot to me and warms my heart every time I hear from you. I wish I could have been there to see you this past weekend, especially to see this new hair cut that you still need to send a picture of for me!! I love you tons girl. I am so proud to call you my sister! Be smart!
Love you always,
Meggs

Well its Memorial Weekend and I'm so happy to have a little break from training!!! It's been a crazy schedule. I have to get up between 4:30 and 5:30 just to get into the bathroom and use the shower cuz there is only 3 shower heads and 40 females.. BIG CLUSTER!!! Well the training that we did last week was mostly weapons and qualifying. We did get to shoot the big boys as I call them. And just to correct Meggs story on the falling off a HMMV ... what really happened was I was getting onto the top of the HMMV and I was on the right side of the gunner and I wanted to get to the left of him. So when I moving over to the otherside I was trying to get my feet out from beneath me and in the same moment using the back hatch that was open as a stablizer and then it collapsed on me so what happens I went down with the hatch, and ended up landing on my head. But I got right back up and climbed right back up. I wasn't going to miss my chance at shooting the .50 CAL!!! You kiddin me!! But now they gave me the nickname of Humpty Dumpty!!!

Well besides shooting off our weapons we have done Land Navigation. So we have to go around and find points from our maps. And its a lot of walking, but we totally kicked butt at it.. Mostly because the girl I was with didn't understand so I had to do all the mapping of our grid coordinates, and finding the distance in meters that we would have to walk. So the day after that because I passed I had to coach someone else due to them failing the day before. So I had to help and make sure they knew what they were doing.. Man it was a really hot day, but what was worse is I pulled off at least 10 to 15 ticks off me.. ICK!!!!!! They are everywhere up at Ripley!!!

Then later in the week we had COMBATIVES!!! Some fun stuff, besides the fact I had to go up against 4 really big guys (one who has to be around 300 to 400 pounds- Literally!!!) but it was all fun and we learned some great techniques, and the instructor said I had the most motivation!

It's just not the training that has been keeping me busy, but the job I had working for the unit before we were on orders has continued to follow me during training. I have had some really late nights organizing the packing slips and making sure I know where every high and important item on our property books location is. So I've had a huge responsiblity, and the partner in crime who helps me has said we have received some really good recongition for our hard work and dedication!!!

Otherwise, we have just been busy with classes and getting ready for Afghanistan. The lastest update that I have is that we are no longer heading to Bagram, Afghanistan. We will now be going to a location in southern Afghanistan. It's something called Camp or Fort Leathernecks I think?? It has marines on post and its a newer post that they are still setting up. Everything is always up for change!!!

Everyone have a great Memorial Day, and if you seen a Veteran PLEASE tell them thanks for their service. We all strive to keep our love ones at home safe and to continue to have the freedom we have today!!! I don't regret signing that piece of paper one bit, and know I'll return home to the ones I love dearly!!!

Note to Meggs~ Hey Beautiful!!! I love the picture and your hair is amazing!!!!!! Just want you to know that there isn't a day that goes by that I don't wonder how you are doing, and hoping your day is unique!!! I miss you so much, and I want you to know that I'm always looking up to you and the accomplishments you have made. I think you need to know that I'm so PROUD of you!!! You have weathered a rough storm, and sometimes the storms return worse than the original but you are so strong that you just hold on and get right through it!! Well we have one heck of storm coming soon, but just like all the others it will be over all in time! I love you and want you to know you'll be right in my heart in Afghanistan.. ~ There's a special place in there just for YOU!!! Love ALWAYS and FOREVER!!! ~~ Bri

An Update on Bri

Bri had called me last week when my "graduation" ceremony had started. I felt horrible not being able to take her call. She had told me to call her afterwards, when I did I got no answer. I called a couple times the next day trying to see if I could catch her. On Sunday she called and she only had 15 minutes before she needed to be doing something so we only got two minutes to chat. She told me that she was doing ok and that she had bumped her head on the Humvee (spelling?). But she needed to go and she would call me back as soon as she could.

At around 8ish (CA) time she called me. We said hi and she asked how I was and then I asked how she was, "Alright" was her reply. I know that one well. I asked her what was wrong and she started to cry. She said it had been one of those days. Someone in her that she has been paired with quite often has been slacking on her part and has lost 4 items (not sure what they were) for the unit during training, as I understand it- don't quote me. She had tried to talk to this person and the irresponsibility continues. Brianna is very hard working and when someone is slacking on their part and letting other people down she will do what she can. She knows that she is responsible for this person and vice versa so she has had a tough time dealing with the lack of responsibility especially when her life depends on it. Bri has had little time to do anything. They run a pretty tight schedule and she finally had an hour today to do a little bit of her laundry. Bri says that they are constantly moving, training, and going through various things.

I told Bri some stories about my students that made her laugh because they did little things that reminded me of her and other times that they had thought of her. I told her about this cute book that my class had made for me and there was this really cute picture of her with one of the guys who really adored her. I reminded her of a funny homevideo of us when we were really little and my mom kept on trying to get her attention- Brianna would have none of that and here I stood smiling at the camera waving and saying, "hi mommy." Bri was off in the background with the wheels turning and it is clear on her face. She knew immediately which video I was talking about and starting laughing. I also played our song for her- "Ain't No Mountain High" to help lighten the tension for her. I'm sure my off key sing was something that she was laughing about in her head but was being sweet in not saying anything!

Please continue to keep Bri in your prayers. She needs them! She will be off this weekend and I'm sure resting up breathing a little bit. Anything goofy or silly that you can inform me of that I can relay to her would be greatly appreciated. I am going to be sending something to her in about a week so email or call if you have anything you would like sent her way that is memorable to both of you!

* Note to Bri-
oh do I wish I could be there to give you a hug right now. I am so sorry that it is not going well and that I can't do anything to help. I wish that I could come this weekend and see you while you are off or get you a plane ticket here even if for just a day! I'll buy some lotto tickets and see if I win the jackpot and Honey, I will buy you a ton of tickets to come and visit! Or for me to come and visit. Sorry you had to hear my awful singing tonight on the phone. I know I'm not great, you can tell me to stop any time ok! I might not because I hope that making a fool of myself will help you laugh! Stay strong. Don't let anyone get the best of you! make sure you laugh a little, if there is anything that I can give you to make you laugh, let me know! I love you tons girl. Always have and always will!

Love you,
Meggs

A Pretty Big Week...

This week was pretty crazy. A lot went down and for me it was a rollercoaster of emotions. Bri and I talked for a short while before she left for training. She had told me that the party was pretty fun. She had so many people come to visit and felt very supported. Bri told me that my grandpa had said some really sweet things to her that made her and a few other people around them start to cry. Bri checked in to Ripley on Tuesday morning at 7:30 and with the few text messages she has sent, it sounds like it has been pretty good so far. I am hoping to chat with her today to find out more and then I'll update the blog with more information.

(picture above is my friend Diane and I at graduation)

This week was pretty tough in that it all hit me that she is leaving. I have found that I have gone through the stages that people go through when they've lost a loved one. I know Brianna is still alive- but I think it is the same for people who have a loved one who is being deployed. This week entailed a lot of crying and guilt. I was sad that Bri couldn't be here yesterday to see me unofficially graduate from my program. Then I realized all the things that I missed for her and I have felt so guilty for not being there for her in her joys and pains.

On a little lighter note. I have completed my teaching program (yesterday/Friday). I am so glad to be done. I love my classrooms that I was in but am glad that the me sitting in a classroom part is over. My students and teacher were so great to me! They made this really cute advice book for me! It is hilarious! just a few examples- don't yell at your students, don't give homework and make sure you have a big eraser!

Just one more thing- I have decided to write a book (children's). I have thought about how hard it has been for me to deal with Brianna having to leave and can only imagine how hard it is for children to understand what is going on or for those who haven't even met their parent. I plan on gearing the book towards children but I think it will be fitting for many people. However, I need some input from others. So if you have someone in the military and would like to share your story and a picture, I would love that. Even if you know someone as a neighbor or someone you know is dealing with the deployment of a loved one and they don't know about this blog, if their willing to share I'll take it. I am thinking about the title and I think I'm going to call it "This is My Solider" or "Letters to My Solider" maybe i'll write two books. If you would like to share please email it to megbrilauer@gmail.com . Thanks for your help.

*Note to Bri-

Hey Girlie! I did it, can you believe it? Now you will get to come and visit my classroom! I've been missing you a ton! I hope all is going well for you right now. I can't wait to get your call and hear all about what is going on. I love you lots!

Love, Megs

P.S. thanks for listening to me vent the other day!

MY PLS with a connex!

Bri's Turn

Well I thought it would be about time I wrote on this sucka... lol... Well just had the going away parties with the families and friends, And thank you to all who showed up it meant the world to me to have your support and love during this time!!!!

My schedule for the next couple monhs is tomorrow Tuesday the 12th I report up to Camp Ripley at 7:30am to check in with my squad leader. Then we have training which is called PTAE. Exactly what we will be doing I do not know as of yet, but I do know that we will be having different quals. with our weapons this week... We stay up at Ripley til about the 10th of June, and then get a little break in there to spend time with family before we have to report up to Duluth on the 14th. I also know that we do get Memorial Weekend off... that is as of now always subject to change with the military.

But we report on the 14th of June in Duluth for the Ceremony that will be held there at the DECC in downtown Duluth for families and communities to see the send off of my company. Even the governor is there!! Exciting!!! Then on the 15th there is also a ceremony in Chisholm, which is an hour and a half away. We have 2 because we have 2 locations my company drills out of and Chisholm has been so great to the troops in my company!!!

The 17th of June we fly out of I believe to be Duluth or its MSP for Indiana where we will finish training at Camp Atterberry. We train there for 45 days, and I believe family is allowed to come after the 45 days to visit before we fly out to Kuwait. Then from Kuwait we will head into afghanistan.

Incase we didn't already know my company is a Transportation company, and we will be driving the one type of vehicle the whole time. Its called a PLS, which is a Palletized Load System, and we will be hauling supplies to different companies that we will be under from Batalion. The haul could be anything different type of supplies and ammunition. Whatever is required of us. We are the first unit to be going into Afghanistan with this type of mission so we have a lot more work for us, because we have to send our own vehicles and equipment overseas. We have around 187 soldiers going over, so if you could please pray for all of us, and every soldier that is anywhere overseas!!! We fight to make sure our country but most of all our loved ones stay safe at home!

But I think that's a good enough update for now.

MEGHAN: Well Big Sis... as you said that ride to the airport was the hardest drive I've ever had to endure!!! You have meant so much to me, and to see you become a strong person is just AMAZING! I've always believed in you even in our little spats, but thats just normal! Keep your head up eyes forward and work your a** off for those jobs, and become the best teacher out there that I know you are!! I know those kids will grow and say "Miss Lauer was my favorite teacher, and man she let us color...." Don't hold yourself back on anything! Take it one day at a time and I'll miss you in so many different ways. You'll be with me in my heart MEGHAN RACHELLE LAUER while I'm driving along in my PLS, with tires as big as Noah! I LOVE YA FOREVER AND ALWAYS!!!

Bri

Feeling like a Snail...

The other day I was driving to class and traffic was horrible, of course (Welcome to California). So as I was sitting in traffic, I was reflecting on all kinds of different things (reflecting is required everyday when you go to Cal Lu.). I was thinking about how slow I was moving in traffic and felt like a snail (elementary teacher coming out in me) and realized that the next 439 days will be the snail feeling for me. I think of Brianna leaving and it will feel like forever til she comes back. I feel like each day will be so slow. I imagine being a snail and seeing the finish line and feeling overwhelmed by the distance and overwhelming feeling of how slow the time goes to get to that line. I have been telling myself for a long time to take one day at a time and live it to the fullest, but the goal is always at the back of my mind. I worry for Bri and think how it will feel even longer for her than it will for me.

I have found that I have a much deeper appreciation for snails now, interesting what sitting in traffic will make you think of.

Today Bri has a "farewell" party. I know that it will be a tough day in some degrees for her.

Me, I have six days til I am finished with my program and can start my life!

That's all to report right now...
thanks for checkin' in.
Brianna and Meghan

*Note for Bri!
Bri, I hope today went well. I can only imagine what you are feeling knowing that you need to say a ton of good byes today. I hope that you have some fun and enjoy yourself at the party. Enjoy every moment you can today!

Love you tons.
Your sis!

Saying Goodbye

Today I took Brianna to the airport. It was the hardest drive I have ever had to make. I think we both cried most of the way. I couldn't stop thinking about how I can't believe this is real. I knew that this day had to come but actually doing it was painful. How do you say goodbye to someone you love so much. I hate knowing that she is going to be somewhere and will have some extremely tough times and I CAN'T BE THERE! I know that she lives in Minnesota right now, but we can at least call each other and talk. Knowing that our communication will be limited will be even worse. Brianna and I don't see each other often already but this makes it worse.

I also realized that I am envious of all those in MN who get to see Bri and spend time with her, her last precious days here in the states before she goes. I wish that I could be there and see her off. This is the one thing I don't like about living so far away. I wish that we had more time.

Please keep us in your prayers- prayers to help me get through this tough time and find peace. Pray for Brianna to be at peace and for her last days in before training.

*Note for Bri!
Bri, I am so glad you came. I had a great time with you and wish we could've had more. You are my best friend and I am so proud of you. I wish I could be there to see you off and to give you all the hugs you need, especially now! Please be safe and know that I always love you! You will constantly be on my mind and in my heart. I love you tons!!

Megs

Spending Time With Bri!!!

Here are some photos of the weekend...

Yeah! Brianna finally got here (well, not today but Thursday night)! On Friday Bri came to my classroom to meet my students. They absolutely love her. She explained what she does in the military, drew little pictures, she showed how big tires on her truck are she used a student to show that the tires are bigger than him (she said, those suckers are big- my mouth dropped!). Bri was such a great sport she took a math timed test (all the facts) and only got one wrong, Bri- 7 times 5 is 35 not 32!! She took a spelling test with the kids and did a great job. She got to come up in front of half of the school and help present awards to my students. At the end of the day she even had kids doing push ups and was helping them correct their push up stances.

At the end of the day we found out that some of the boys really, really liked Brianna. One gentleman would write his spelling word then immediately look at Bri and stare. Another one tried to impress her with his push ups and his "work out" routine. Then another gentleman, who is so shy and hardly says two words would not stop talking and smiling at her. It was such a funny day!

Saturday we spent the day with the babies I live with. Chase absolutely loved Brianna. He is usually hesitant about new people but fell in love with her. He would choose her over me and napped on her twice. It was so cute!! After watching the babies we went to the Dodger game! Dodgers won in the tenth inning.

Today we went to Disneyland and California Adventure Park. Bri and I decided that we liked Disneyworld better, but still had some fun.

An Invitation

Just wanted to let you all know that Brianna is having an open house coming up. Here is all the information you need if you would like to go...

May 9th from 3-7 at the Winthrop Veterans Club.

Not much to report right now...

*Note for Bri!
I am really proud of you for you know what. It took a lot of courage to do what you did!! Great job girlie! Keep it up! You are so strong! Love you tons and only 4 days and I get to see your beautiful face!

love ya,
Megs

Countdowns...

I am so excited. In a week and one day Bri will be here! I am so excited... It can't come fast enough. However, it means that her leaving is that much closer. I have been feeling bittersweet about countdowns lately. My cohort and I have been counting down the days to when we finish (as of right now- 23 days left). We are so excited to finally get out and teach. Then I think about another countdown- Bri's. Her time is so limited and going so fast, there are 20 days til she leaves and I am dreading that countdown.

Brianna was up in Duluth this past weekend for a family readiness program. It didn't sound to exciting- but I need to get more details. She and I haven't gotten a chance to talk for a little while. Will update you soon.

I have been pretty busy. I sent out 41 resumes last week and have gotten a call from 2 places already. Very crazy.

Will update you soon!
Brianna and Meghan

This One's For You Bri!

Now if you need me
Call me
No matter where you are
No matter how far
Don’t worry baby
Just call out my name
I’ll be there in a hurry
You don’t have to worry

‘Cause baby, there ain’t no mountain high enough
Ain’t no valley low enough
Ain’t no river wide enough
To keep me from getting to you, babe

Remember the day
I set you free
I told you, you could always count on me, darling
And from that day on
I made a vow
I’ll be there when you want me
Some way, some how

'Cause baby, there ain't no mountain high enough
Ain't no valley low enough
Ain't no river wide enough
To keep me from getting to you, babe
And no wind (no wind)
And no rain (no rain)
Or winter’s cold
Can stop me, baby (oh baby)

‘Cause if you’re ever in trouble
I’ll be there on the double
Just send for me, baby
Oh baby
My love is alive
Deep down in my heart
Although we’re miles apart
If you ever need
A helping hand
I’ll be there on the double
Just as fast as I can

'Cause baby, there ain't no mountain high enough
Ain't no valley low enough
Ain't no river wide enough
To keep me from getting to you, babe
Ain’t no mountain high enough
Ain’t no valley low enough
Ain’t no river wide enough
To keep me from you
Ain’t no mountain high enough
Ain’t no valley low enough
Ain’t no river wide enough
To keep me from you

Aaaahhh...
Nothing can keep me
Keep me from you
Ain’t no mountain high enough
Nothing can keep me
Keep me from you
Aaaahhh...
Nothing can keep me
Keep me from you

Happy Easter!!

Happy Easter to you all! Today is an amazing day in that what an amazing thing that Jesus rose again! Today also brings some saddness. I was driving home from an Easter meal and realized that today was the 12. I had been talking to a great friend about how I only have 33 days left in til I have my credential to teach in the fall. I was so excited and then it hit me, Brianna has exactly one month til she leaves us to train and then leave for Afgahnistan. Brianna had talked with me this week about how quick it was coming and I didn't really get it. I knew it was coming quick, but today it was the "slap in the face" feeling- like I needed to wake up! I can't believe that this is happening. Plus the realization that this is her "last" holiday in the states for the next year.

Brianna has been really busy trying to get so much done. She has been working for her "company" and helping prepare for deployment and making sure that they have everything they need. She has been getting to know some of the "higher ups" as she calls it for me and establishing some great relationships for herself. She has also had a few opportunities to get out and have some fun. She went to the Nickelback concert and also went to a Twins game (which I was a little bummed about- I would love to go to a Twins game again). She has a pretty busy schedule from now until she leaves- going away parties, visiting me (which I know is going to be her favorite part, right Bri?), and various other things.

As for me, I have completed 3 weeks of my takeover and am almost done with school. I am sending out tons of resumes this week all over the place (so pray for a job!). I also got to go to Mamma Mia on Broadway in LA yesterday (Brianna was bummed that she couldn't go!) and it was amazing a very high reccommendation for anyone who has a chance to see it! Spring Break is here, so that is great, hoping for great weather!

Other than that, not much to report. Please continue to pray for us as time is very precious for Brianna. Pray for preparation for me as I struggle with not being able to be with Bri as much as I would like and not being able to be there when she needs me most. That is one of the most difficult things for me right now. She is dealing with a lot and knowing that I can't be there is tough, especially as the time gets closer. Please also pray for the rest of our family as they prepare for Brianna's leaving as well. Pray for strength for all us!

May God bless you and your family this Easter!

*I am going to start doing this part of the blog for Brianna, since sometimes writing it comes out better and it is a little easier.

A Note for Brianna:
I know that you are having some tough times trying to get ready to go. I wish I could be there for you. My heart breaks when I hear that you are having a tough time and I know that I can't be there to give you a really big hug. Know this, you are always in my heart, thoughts and prayers. I am so proud of you and am amazed at the strength you have that I wish I had! You are doing something that not many people are able to do and for that you should be proud of yourself. I am so excited to see you and be able to give you all the hugs that I have had to hold onto. I am so proud of you and I love you tons!
Love always,
your sister, Megs

Busy Schedules

Sorry it has been a while since we have posted. There has been a lot going on in both of our lives! Brianna has moved out of her apartment and moved in with our uncle Brad. She has had lots of training to do. She even had to give someone an IV. She said that it took her a while, I'm just glad she's not my bloodwork taker! Bri has a lot going on and it can be tough to keep up with all that she has to do. I feel like I have to ask her 80 million times to try to get it. Plus all the military lingo- no idea what some of that means.

As for me, I started my 4 week takeover and ended up getting sick yesterday with what all my students and teacher had gotten. Went in today to try to teach and ended up needing to go home. I don't like being sick.

Hope all is well on your end. Let us know how you are. Here is our email: megbrilauer@gmail.com

Here are some really fun pictures Brianna and I took while I was in Minnesota. We had so much fun doing these photos. There are many more that we liked, I'll get the rest up later! We hope you enjoy them just as much as we do!

The Latest

Sorry it has been a while since we have posted! It has been pretty crazy on both our ends. Brianna has been informed that she has more training and it happens to fall on the time she was supposed to come out and visit me. I am so bummed that we won't be able to have as much time as we expected to have together before she has to leave. She is planning to come out, but still figuring out all the logistics for both of us. I also found out that our cousin, who was in Afghanistan for deployment, is being sent back and will be serving another term. He is leaving in July. Now two people to worry about. I am so proud of them while another part of me is sad and selfish in wanting them to be here in the states and safe. It is hard to let go, but I know I must. Brianna has been visiting a lot of people and doing some pretty amazing things. I am so proud of her.

As for me, I have to meet with the doctor tomorrow for a follow and discuss my blood work results. They may have found something so more tests and possibly meeting with specialists. So keeping thinking and praying for answers...

We hope all is well on your end. Thanks for checking in!

Brianna and Meghan

Health Concerns

Just a quick note- I (Meghan) have not been feeling well and have been in to the doctor 2 times in the last two days and will probably be going in tomorrow as well. One of my issues is stumpping two RNs right now. Please keep me in in your thoughts and prayers over the next few days as we figure out what is going on. I'm in a lot of pain and am not my normal self right now- not good timing! Thanks for your time!

Meghan

Not a whole lot has changed over the past week and a half...

Brianna had drill this weekend up in Duluth and informed me that she maybe getting a promotion to E5 (I think- still not too familiar with the military lingo). She called me this afternoon, she was very tired, to tell me that she is on her way to Camp Ripley til Friday for more training.

As for me, I officially start my last semester of student teaching tomorrow (Monday). I am very excited, but am ready to be done with school. I have already started a countdown (sad to admit) 110 days left! Other than that not much new here in California, except for some rain- but it sure beats being cold in Minnesota!

Thanks for checking in!
Meghan and Brianna

p.s. here is the link for a video that inspired the title for blog!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CrIM_xEt8LI

What Lies Ahead

First off- Welcome to our blog. We hope that this is a way for you to keep up with all that is going on with Bri's deployment and a little bit of my (Meghan) life. Brianna and I decided that this would be a great way for us to relay what is going on in her life since she won't be able to do a whole lot of phone calling when she is gone. I will try to keep this updated as much as possible for everyone!

On November 30, 2005, Brianna signed up to be a part of the National Guard. She did her basic training in Missouri at Fort Leonardwood the summer before her senior year and the following summer did her AIT training in Fort Bliss, Texas. Brianna's assignment is an MOS- Truck driver 88M. She has done an amazing job throughout her trainging and has remained faithful to her well know characteristic of being very determined. I am very proud of her for doing all that she has because we all know that I would fall over in 2 days after such intense training.

In November 2008, while I was teaching, I got a missed phone call from Bri and a text saying to call her as soon as possible. I got very worried! I called her back at lunch and she proceeded to tell me that she would be deployed in Feb. or March (she was given the wrong date!). I was in total shock and didn't know what to say. We had talked about her being deployed but not for at least another year, so it was very unexpected! There was a lot of crying, but we knew that this is what she had signed up for. Brianna was transfered from her unit in St. Peter, MN to a unit in Chisom/ Duluth immediately.

Brianna has a lot of training coming up. She has a couple long training times in the next few months. On May 12, Brianna will head up to Camp Ripley for some more intense training before heading to Indiana (June 14th) for even more training and preparation. That date will be the start of her year long deployment (as of right now). In August or September Brianna will be leaving for Afghanistan where she will drive truck.

I am very proud of Brianna for how strong she is. After visiting with her this past weekend in Minnesota (where it was really cold!), I could she that she has accepted what lies ahead and is ready to go. As for me I am in between denial and acceptance. I worry about her going and not seeing her, but I know that she is strong and will do very well. I have no worries that she will do her job well and will be at the top of her game.

Brianna is planning to come out and visit me in April before she goes, so I am really excited about that- although it will be hard to let her go!

Quick note about me- I am starting my last semester of student teaching at the end of January with a third grade class. In May, I will be credentialled and ready to teach in September. I will then have only three classes left to complete my Masters!

Please keep Bri and I in your thoughts and prayers as we prepare for her to go!


Meghan