Today I took Brianna to the airport. It was the hardest drive I have ever had to make. I think we both cried most of the way. I couldn't stop thinking about how I can't believe this is real. I knew that this day had to come but actually doing it was painful. How do you say goodbye to someone you love so much. I hate knowing that she is going to be somewhere and will have some extremely tough times and I CAN'T BE THERE! I know that she lives in Minnesota right now, but we can at least call each other and talk. Knowing that our communication will be limited will be even worse. Brianna and I don't see each other often already but this makes it worse.
I also realized that I am envious of all those in MN who get to see Bri and spend time with her, her last precious days here in the states before she goes. I wish that I could be there and see her off. This is the one thing I don't like about living so far away. I wish that we had more time.
Please keep us in your prayers- prayers to help me get through this tough time and find peace. Pray for Brianna to be at peace and for her last days in before training.
*Note for Bri!
Bri, I am so glad you came. I had a great time with you and wish we could've had more. You are my best friend and I am so proud of you. I wish I could be there to see you off and to give you all the hugs you need, especially now! Please be safe and know that I always love you! You will constantly be on my mind and in my heart. I love you tons!!
Megs
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I cried reading this. I'm sorry you can't be closer to one another. I'll be praying for you both.
ReplyDeleteI am so glad you and Bri had a great time and that you were able to get this time together. I wish you could be here also, Sometimes I feel so helpless and don't know how to make things work out the way they should. I am excited to have sometime with Bri and do some fun things with her. Can't wait to see more pictures of your time together. Love Always!!! Mom
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